BikerSkylla – Schizoaffective

“I’m back, i’ve practiced, my act’s together, I got better”
-> Bug Hunter – Point to prove
We will see if thats true. Here some abstracts what happend in the last months:

I was on vacation and drove from one hilly ground in Germany to another (Black forest to the Ore Mountains). Once I was there I had some beautiful times swimming and hiking with my boyfriend. Unfortunatly I had an accident on the way home due to the rain.

Picture©Leonie Hogh

Ever since I’m out of the hospital I’m more insecure and somewhat passionless. I’m overall calm, so thats good, but it’s like I’m in hibernation since the Lithium kicked in. Most of the time I sleep too much. And when I’m awake I can’t bring myself to do the things that really bring me joy. Instead I just binge watch one tv show after the other.

It’s normal that after a high and manic phase there follows a depressive phase. This post is somewhat a declaration of war to the indifference I feel towards everything. My psychologist once said when you don’t feel like doing anything “Just do it either way”.

Stay tuned, Stay curious, Stay healthy.