Exactly one year ago on September 22nd launched this website. Since July that year I was time and again in hypomania. It all started during the perfect vacation with family and friends. I just knew my boyfriend is “the man” or how I call it “Him” for me. It was the best feeling, but my sleep pattern and mood was all over the place every few weeks.
It peaked at the beginning of December and I was hospitalized. Finally the doctors started me with the mood stabilizer Lithium. But it took me month to find my true self again. I was depressive, numb and full of shame and doubt. But I fought my way out of it – so can you.

The picture is from last years pumpkin fair. The desktop was taller than a human. It’s my favorite season again. I just came back from a visit to my mother – of course with my motorcycle. I made her pumpkin soup with butternut and some sweet dumpling in the oven. What I want to show you with the picture – there’s always a inner flame to find.
Stay tuned, Stay curious, Stay healthy.






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